hey bud *wraps you up in a blanket* i know today might have been hard for you *ruffles your hair* but you made it through the day *boops your nose* you’re doing such a good job *kisses your forehead* and i am so proud of you
Being unable to care for your child
Being overpowered by your child
Being manipulated into an abusive relationship
Being attacked by your spouse
Depression and attempted suicide
Threat of miscarriage
Losing a loved one (or yourself) to Alzheimer’s
Not to mention a goddamned nuclear apocalypse
I really want to cancel all plans today and just cuddle inside with blankets and warmth and movies and cuddles. :(
But instead I have to umpire two games of baseball in the cold. Bleh. Then go to a 21st. I think I’ll drive so that I can leave early :\
Oh.. and stupidly stood on the scales today… I’ve put on 11 kilos since I started these meds. Fuck that.
So I drunk texted my younger sister last night, telling her that my anxiety had reached the point where I was completely incapable of sending out invitations via email to my extended family for my 21st. To the point where I put it off until 8 days before. She got my email password and did it all for me, she is seriously amazing. The one reason I survive in this house :\









